Turning into...

Sometimes i miss your kiss, your voice, your face, your skin, your smell, your smile.... I miss a lot of things about us. But I know this’ s just things that came to my life because of you, things I haven’t knew before with anyone else.

I know it’s going to be different with another person, but it’s going to be amazing again.

You’re not going to be there anymore, but I will! And that's the most important thing ever, 'cause you were just a part of my life, not my hole life.

You weren’t always here, you just came because I let you in, I let you fill all my body with your presence for years, and I thank’s a lot for that, it was amazing, but now we don’t belong to each other anymore, ‘cause we weren’t meant to be together forever. We were meant to be in each other’s life just for a while, time enough to learn things from each other, to grown up together, to be extremely happy.... and then walk away to live other things.

When I hear some songs I remember you, but I don’t feel sad, I feel happy to have had the chance to live something so amazing. I hope all this good feelings remain in peace in our hearts, and not struggling to come back, 'cause it doesn’t make sense anymore, we don’t have to exist together, but our amazing lives still going on.

I can feel in my heart this feeling changing, the love is dying but it's turning into memories. So let it be.

Ana Carolina M.

São Paulo, 16 de Janeiro de 2020.